I have the privilege of bringing my natural life into His life by giving up my right to run my natural life on its own, without God. You were made to fit into, submit and live in this vast Kingdom of God and operate under the Divine Power of the Trinity. You can’t do that as long as you are holding onto your life. You just can’t do it.
Why from the human point of view we are guilty of such hubris.
We have a readiness to run the whole universe and we would if we could get away with it. Just show me the control panel?
Yet, we cannot even run our own lives.
We think we can but human history stands as undeniable proof that we can’t.
The human being was designed to fit into His kingdom.
That is the basis for death to self. That is the basis for finding our life.
It means that this is a good place to be. It means I never have to do anything wrong because I am not trying to protect my life,
I don’t have to manage my life, and I don’t even have to be happy.
What a load off. I found it to such a great relief to people to discover they don’t have to be happy.
My goal in life is not to be happy in this visible world.
Why would I put my energies into that? Why would I?
Even the best moralists in our world tell us not to strive to be happy but rather to be worthy of happiness.
Try to find something to do in life bigger then being happy.
Leave it to God to arrange for whatever happiness is to come your way. Wouldn’t that be refreshing? Just to leave your happiness up to God-and what He’ll give you in return is joyfulness. A settled sense of wellbeing.
The only way this can be done is to learn to live in His presence right now through confidence in Jesus and in the grace abundantly available to us.